Usually, I post about things like chants and dreams and pleasure and deep success. My current focus is clearing my lungs from smoke inhalation and a slew of meetings about $ and employment history and credit. I was tempted to get bogged down in overwhelm and in what I don't know - my schooling never included how to jump through these particular hoops. But the people at the copy shop where I just printed gobs of paperwork were bend-over-backward helpful as my eyes kept glazing over, and there is a spa with soaking tubs and gemstone steam rooms only a few blocks away from the next bureaucracy meeting. Shifting my internal question from What am I missing / Can I actually do this ... to ... how easeful, enjoyable and supported can this experience be?